No More Nukes!

[madd74]

Well, I was in kind of a pissy mood earlier today. When I start throwing a few racist slurs at a video game I am playing, I generally know I am agitated. It is a combination of a few things. Jarin crying almost non-stop for 2 hours when I would have liked to have taken my usual nap did not help things at all.

I am feeling rather great right now, a turn of events. I am not exactly sure the reason for that. I made a lot of money from the egg event in FFXI. Humans who actually like keeping in touch with me will be happy for this, as I will not be using my computer time for 24 hour login time attempting to sell eggs While I made no where close to what most of the big dogs made, I did rake in about 220k, which is more gil than I have had in a very long time. This makes me happy, and I am thinking about buying an elemental staff since I am close to level 51 now. I think the next step is working on some crafts. I really would like to garden also

All last week I came in early. It freaks a few people out, I am sure. I was as early as six minutes. Today, I show my computer at 16:32, so, welcome back to the norm! In my defense, I was busy moving eggs to storage. Since I have four characters, and can only login to two at a time, and cannot send eggs through delivery, I am stuck having to manually trade. So, that took a little bit of time. Thank goodness Jen was able to make it home before I had to leave, giving me about 30 more minutes to not worry about. Love to Jen.

I miss writing, I very much do. I remember when I use to JOHD all the time. I cannot even think of the last time I did so. I just have not been motivated. I have not been motivated for much. The most motivation for anything, was the dedication I put into setting up my characters for FFXI to process eggs to the world. Maybe that clicked something in me, or... maybe this Qwest roach clip given to me, and today being 4-20, has something to do with it

(see also my phone capture at http://dashwire.com/madd74 )

[Mair]

I'm sure your coming in early DID freak a few people out. Nothing to complain about any longer
It would've freaked me out cuz I would've thought that Doomsday had taken over your body.

[madd74]

How does Doomsday take over my body? Isn't that suppose to be, the world? Existence? Or something like that?

[Mair]

on Smallville he takes over peoples' bodies too. As far as the original superman comics...I could not say

[madd74]

Oh, haha, noun trouble! I thought you were talking about the apocolyptic reference, not an actual proper noun. My error

[Mair]

Actually...I found out I was wrong anyway. I meant to say "Brainiac".

[madd74]

Ah, yeah, now Brainiac is a name that I know and have heard of.

[Mair]

I apologize for confusing you. I was wrong...this once.

[madd74]

:O OMFW!! I think the end of the world is coming!! I thought Jesus was not due for at least another two years!!

[Mair]

Only the Father knows when the return of Christ will happen. I'm ready, though

[madd74]

Yes, you were born ready, I know

[Mair]

Actually, i wasn't really born ready. I hadn't been ready until about the last year or so.

[madd74]

Last year or so? Oh, I could have sworn it was longer than that. Just fond memories from back in the day on the North side.

[sewcute]

I miss your posts in JOHD too. . .

[madd74]

Yeah I do also. I think to write but of late I am extremely lacking in the motivation department. Just like I use to update my site, and my games and the like, but when you don't get money for it in the first place, and then little... or actually almost no other type of support, well... add in the players in life that make life difficult, and you get, well, lack of motivation. I have been shown to be able to be extremely motivated to get things done.