from Floyd to family

[sewcute]

not much reason to speak to my side of the family?

as in because they all "hate" you?

[madd74]

that is a good reason

[Gretl]

I agree, it's a good reason. Same reason *I* don't particularly wish to talk to them.

[madd74]

hahaha...

"Can't we all just listen to Floyd?"

[Gretl]

*laugh*

Excellent idea.

*gryn*

*smooch*

I think I'll do just that on the way to the office.
OJ!

[sewcute]

that is a good reason

you think they hate you? ::shakes head:: fine think what you want. I am done trying with others

[madd74]

what do you mean "done trying with others"?

hate me? no... dislike me extremely much? aye...

[sewcute]

umm. . .done trying with others. . .not going to try and make everyone get along.

They do not dislike you extremely much. I know you prolly get that impression from me from some of the things that I have said.

but do you realize I am the "baby" of the family, by that I mean I am my moms first born, I am going to be more special to her than my sisters, then with Dad, well he is putting me above his FIVE OTHER children, do you know that he put ME down as one of the people that gets everything should he die (and mom), me and one of his sons (only cause of the problems it would cause with his family)

I am expected to be the role model to all the other children in the family (not just my two sisters, but nathaniel and megan too). . .I am the one that is most mature (even tho edwin is like 22?). . .They expect more out of me, and I really disappointed them that night that I spent at your place, by some act of God I have actually gotten my status back. . .but they still want what is best for me. . .even if THEY do not realise what that is. . .they want me to be happy. But they want me to do so in a way that is pleasing to them.

I do not think they dislike you. . .I really don't. I think Father is a littel aprehensive of you and your intentions with me. Especially since when he was your age he already had like three kids. Father is also a bit in the old times. . .and from a small town. Course it kills me, cause I KNOW if I were to ever move in with a guy (that I was dating) they would FLIP, but it is ok for them. They just want what is best for me, but also they want a good example set for my sisters.

enough on THAT.

[madd74]

yes I know all about the when he was my age had children, and that is just MY point... the fact I do not have any children... and i go by all the actions

[sewcute]

you go by all teh actions?

do you go by his action of allowing you to come to my bday party, and then not KILL you once you had spent the night?

do you go by his action of allowing you to come to my going away party?

And all the times he KNEW I was at your place and stuff and didnt flip out. . .and all the times I talked about you and he didnt get all tensed or pissed off?

[madd74]

actions in front of me vs actions i hear about are two different beasts...

[sewcute]

well I must apologize, because you are right, but I really don't want to talk about it, because of the whole middle man thing. . .I dont want to say something when I dont know all the facts.

[madd74]

that is generally a good way to go... well... some times, not always... some times you have to throw people into the frying pan to motivate things getting done...

I know I am about ready to throw me into a frying pan with all these things on my ToDo list

[sewcute]

I do not have any clue what this has to do with my parents and their relationship with you

[madd74]

I was commenting to what you were saying... and that started to stray the reason mine did also... so byte me